Wednesday, April 21, 2010


Tomorrow (4/22/2010) at 5am I scheduled to be induced! I can't believe its finally here! My emotions are all over the board...just so many things racing through my mind. Part of me is overtaken with the excitement that I will finally get to meet Bobby...I can't wait to see his face! I love daydreaming of putting him in all these little tiny clothes I have been washing and folding. I'm looking forward to getting his arrival done and over with (hopefully SAFELY and QUICKLY!). And I can't wait to be done with the pregnancy part of this...just being able to bend over will be such a luxury! But...I am also terrified to actually face the pain of delivery...I am nervous to see what we are actually dealing with on this arm issue...and the MAIN thing is I am overwhelmed of the reality that tomorrow my life will be forever different. I honestly think having a child is the biggest accomplishment you make in life (you don't realize until you have done it yourself!)...and the thought that tomorrow it all begins scares me to death! Everyone keeps saying the same thing will be the best day of your I must trust them. These are people that have gone through this very thing...and fondly remember it as the BEST day of their life. Sooo...its gotta be wonderful, right?!?!??! haha

Robby is pumped...this process could not have gone any slower for him. He is so ready to be a dad. Soo...I am hoping that I can continue to feed off his positive energy tomorrow. Wish me luck. And I want to shout out a HUGE thank you to EVERYONE that has been so supportive to me during this pregnancy...and sending their love and support through text messages and phone calls in these last days. I don't think I could have made it without you...your my survival outlet!